BarrelBottom

No check, 'twas expected in the mail today (or yesterday, the day before...)
Off to first DA meeting tonight
When the money does come
Accounted for already
Minus debt to family
And overwhelmed
By even thoughts of what's to come
It falls apart
At every twist
Contortions wracking me
I'm backing into
Limbo
Black Abyss of
Nonchalant Destruction
of mySelf